Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Well this term has been there for centuries but when it intruded into my life,i realised that it was cruel.I mean all of it,the money factor,the insult ,the useless guy thing.Sometimes the pain is so much that it's almost unbearable.I don't want to even leave my house for the reason i have to answer the questions to total strangers about my hanging future since they appear to be my family friend.When guys who actually have a job (actually in the army)who back in your School days was a good for nothing guy turns out to be a family bread winner and good at it,he just walks up to you and go...don't you have a job ...that's bad...i mean you were good at studies and stuff you know..!!It only helps to further throw you into the deep depths of inferiority complex.The Truth is i don't feel motivated to work in the field that i have studied.It seemed to be the right decision back then...but now it has revealed itself to be a very bad one.I don't know how someone can work for something that he doesn't feel passionate about.Is life about throwing away all your dreams and securing the future which may never come.These questions keep ringing in my head,only that i don't have a clue about answers.sometimes i feel i just have to let it go and move on.But my previous working experiences still give me nightmares.5 years back my Life was so good...like it was a good old Technicolor movie,u had a life u now only can dream of,everyone was happy,the world was bright and beautiful and life was shiny and full of dreams and hopes.Then all of a sudden you grew up and all of it went dark.Dark raging clouds that loomed everywhere,the earthquake,the thunderstorms,the torrential rain..that kinda describes what i feel about my life now.My Dad reminds me of how crooked his relatives were in the past by trying to nab his money off and how he wish to have revenge through me being rich,My mom reminds me about how she have to be able to be proud of her son in the Public.Even though these arises out of affection ,that's certainly not helping.Instead it irritates about the fact that i'm 23 years old and i'm still fucking useless.Sometimes i think it's the price you pay for not making your own decisions.The Feeling that if you had done what you wanted to then you would have been better thing it hurts ...it hurts real bad.U can only look back while moving forward till it fades into the dark.
Posted by zenode at 11:10 PM
The Old Cat and Mouse game is Back.But this time it's Pinarayi Vijayan and V.S.Achuthanandan.I really don't what Pinarayi the cat is trying to do.But if he's trying to get away from SNC Lavalin case by questioning even the Governor,that only accounts to rousing more suspicions about his involvement in it.And V.S on the otherhand is trying to tumble down Pinarayi from Party Powerholds.So neither his intentions are pure.But i guess the latter one is better.So i stand by V.S.
Posted by zenode at 1:06 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
The Whole Malayalam movie scenario has come a long way .From the evergreen classic "Chemmeen" to the latest flick "Sagar alias Jackey" ,movies made in Malayalam are on a road to transition. For the past Twenty years ,Malayalam cinema was about recycling.An Industry dominated by super heroes and super directors.For eg we have the same people making movies today who made movies twenty years before.And the actors with their fan bases behind them had become a commodity rather than creative.Nobody goes to the theatres nowadays solely for the reason that every single movie made doesn't have anything to offer new.It's always the same old story.What i don't understand is in this era of globalisation,when you can sit in your home ,download whatever movie you want from whichever part of the world, you have our movies with story of the hero ,the Heroine and the Villain.Diverse themes is what we need right now and also a different way of telling things.Of the good things that has happened to Malayalam cinema the best things are Amal Neerad,Roshan Andrews,Blessy .This trio for me is the landmarks of good cinemas in Malayalam.But speaking of Amal's latest offering "Sagar alias Jackey" ,i was honestly dejected.The Movie had a shitload of style without a convincing story base.I thoroughly enjoyed Big B,for it's Freshness,Style,Funny cool one liners which was missing in SAJ.But i would contribute that shortcomings to script writer S.N.Swamy the writer of the original.With all due respect i think h is outdated and when these two teams up i think you wont expect a good result.Amal's stylishness doesn't go with Swami's Substance Di Old.Mohanlal was good but certain scenes reminded his age.Blessy is a magician whose playground is not style but substance.I Still can feel the pinch i felt in my heart after watching Thanmatra.Kazcha had this raw smell of the Kuttanad and Calcutta News was a bold attempt and different.The way he plys with the tiny little emotions is magnificient and his way of storytelling absorbs you as a whole with feeling for every single character.I remeber the Climax of Palunku,which made me feel a numb pain my nerves even after the movie ended.That kind a magic i something i have never felt before and that's Blessy.I'm looking forward to Bramaram fingers crossed.Udayananu Tharam was simply honest.This simple honesty was the thing that struck a chord with the audience.You could relate to every single character in the movie including the antagonist Saroj Kumar.Sreenivasan might be a veteran like S.N.Swamy but his stories are social issues and about the negative realms of Ordinary Man's thoughts. And issues like that never outdate they just switch relevance.The One thing i want from most of the comic movies is that they don't attempt to make us laugh us instead it comes out naturally.Udayananu tharam doesn't have any sandboxed slapstics but it has a humour that has a flow ,tagging along with the nuances of daily life,the struggle,the pain,the revenge is all the way we might feel too and that's what Roshan did.He took something ,dressed it up a little and made it convincing.Even though the Climax was a liftoff from Hollywood flick Bowfinger ,i don't think it's a crime considering the fact that how many Malayalees are gonna watch Bowfinger anyway to watch that Brilliant Climax.Somethings are changing ,Malayalam cinemas is on the right path...the problem is the unavailability of right people to lead it in the right direction.In a state where movie industry is being excessively politicised ...Macta Fefka and shit like that....let's hope that it doesn't drown this changing Art!